Monday, August 16, 2010

To my love Edward Johnson!!

This blog is about our relationship together and things we've been threw as a couple and how we came about <3

Every since I've been working at All-Star Trans. there was a guy named Ed and he was pretty much down to earth nice guy. We've gotten to know each-other day by day and we would always have a good time just texting back in forth, lol.

One of our co-workers (leaving out name) invited us to go bowling with her and her man at the time and I was so excited for it; I really was for sure cause knowing Eddie would be there. I drove Ed with me since at the time he didn't have a car and we were just talking away. As we were all bowling I feel more for Ed but wans't sure what he felt about me so I didn't know what to tell him. When bowling was over I was bringing him home to his old house and I didn't wanna drop him off cause we were having such a good time, ahhh.

During our friendship we use to go to Dairy Bar like crazy with other co-workers of mine as well and I got to meet his parents who were so sweet. His Step-Dad Butch made sure I finished my plate as well. 

Now when it was a day or so before my 22nd birthday I told Ed I wish I had a certain gift that I always wanted... now I wasn't telling him to get it for me, no way I'm NOT like that. I told him how I wish I had a Ps2 cause my younger brother has the former one, well did though it was both of ours... anyways... Ed was like I will get you it!!... I was like WHAT!?!?! No way you don't have too and that would be rude if you got it for me, but he wanted too but NOT and I mean NOT cause I told him how I wish I had one.. so don't even try to assume or think that I wanted him too losers... so the next day we went to Walmart to go to get ps2 and I wanted the silver one cause I just wanted too... but it wasn't working so the next day I told Ed and we went back to exchange it for a black one. After we went to my house to test it and I tell you it was a blessing that he did this for me when I DIDN'T want him too <3

Now threw out the months we talked and hung out...etc but then during the summer of 08' he feel in love with one of our co-workers (not saying name) and so we talked lesser and less which kind of was hard cause he was my friend but at least he was happy only back then lol. Then once work started up again I heard he got engaged to the co-worker of ours and ya it sucked that it wasn't me with him but I was happy for him.


Once Obama got elected for pres.. things went more crazy then I thought. The co-worker he was engaged too was starting some crazy crap about Obama and my driver that I had then wasn't happy about it period not cause he was Black or what not but the things she said was really wrong and that co-worker got made at me that I didn't do nothing about the issues but first off it wasn't my damn biz what was going on. During the next day Ed wasn't happy at me but either was I cause of what happened. Ed sent me a nasty text message that was about my driver and kind of me too and I was like NO WAY!!! This isn't the Ed I've known before, heck no. I mean I can see where he was mad but still. I reported him to the boss on the matter and he got sent to the office but deep inside I wish I didn't... cause he wasn't thrilled about it but I didn't know what to do. After a dew days then months we haven't really talked much and I was in pain cause of that.


Then around spring time I asked him if we can be friends again... he said maybe we will see. I told him how I felt about the matter and he forgave me and was no longer mad at me... plus he wasn't with that co-workers of ours anymore since she broke up with Ed for whatever reason. He doesn't blame me for what I did and he told me its the passed and that we shouldn't even worry about it no more.


When my brother Nick was over to visit and sleep over my house for the night me, him, and Ed went to go to the movies to see Mall Cop. He was still living at the "co-workers" house but they weren't together anymore. I was so happy to see Ed again; I really was. I gave him a nice big hug and all. We ate at Taco Bell cause thats how we roll then we went to the movie theater but the movie on the comp had the wrong time so we sat there just talking away about random awesome stuff. 

During the summer of '09 we met at Relay to help out as well but something awesome happened we became close again then ever before... more then the first time we've ever met, seriously. He had feelings for me though I did not know that, lol. As the summer was starting getting better everytime I had dunkin donuts or micky d's he would be like "Oh no you didn't.. go there" but then we starting saying the word "TOTALLY" none stop so now that is our word so to say. I started to like / love him even more and I couldn't help it. I wanted to ask him out but I was like not sure plus I wanted him to ask me out, tehe; I know silly meee.


Then on October 10th I was at my bros h.s party that they do every year for his kind of people as in special needs; I told Ed in a text that he has no guts to give me a kiss cause we started to fall in love with each-other, so after the dance we went to dunkin donuts where he was hanging out with is palls and we were having a blast. When the store closed at 11 I was just waiting for the kiss so then outta no wheres he kisses me right on the lips.. I was in complete shock but in a good way. I didn't even know what to say after that though it was the best kiss ever. I drove him all red and like in that OMG moment.


Here is one of the BEST moments of my life other then that kiss... on October 12th it was the day of the Yankees vs. Philis game at the new Yankee stadium and I was texting Ed about it on what was going on. I told him at one point... "I CAN'T WATCH THIS NO MORE I'M NERVUS" which I was cuause I didn't know if we would made it our not cause I think we were at 1 and Philis at 3 so I was flipping threw channels. I dared him to ask me out and NOT in a rude way but see if he really liked me that much to even ask me out. He was like if the Yankees win I will ask you out... I was like "WHAT THATS NOT FAIR LOL" .... but he was just kidding. He asked me out anyways and I was like awww.... but I ask if he was upset that I dared him he was like no cause I was going to ask you out anyways even if its not this day but I so totally would've asked you out no matter what. 


I am truly blessed that I have the best boyfriend ever in my life. We had so many good times together during our time as a couple. I don't regret anything and that I love him forever and always. Sorry b*tches he is mine now <3



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